I have been in marketing for over 5 years now and have been struggling for 5 years now, on if this is the right career for me. I have always felt like I need a job where I can help people and never felt marketing did that. I have pacified this by working in marketing and volunteering but it's just not enough.
When I was in college, I wanted to be a doctor but science and math were so hard that I decided against it. After college, I realized I may want to be a MD again so I went to community college and took some classes. Then, I realized I didn't want to be in school for 4 more years + residency. Maybe nursing?
Nope, I thought - let's see if this marketing thing can work & prepare for an MBA. I took econ, stats, acctg, and the GMAT. I felt zero inspiration to go on with marketing.
Now, here we are again and I have had the revelation.....be a nurse. I can help people, make a difference, and feel like my job has meaning. I think this will be a flexible job that I can take to any state with hours that I can change when I have kids. This is a lifelong career. Marketing isn't, in my mind.
So, here we are. I've decided to apply to nursing school but have to take a LOT of classes before I can do so. I will be applying to an accelerated nursing program in 2010. I am about to sign up for 2 pre-req classes that will start in January. Right now, I am full of anticipation, nervousness, excitement, and also uncertainty about how I will work and go to school for the next year while keeping the classes a secret & acting interested in marketing...
And, so it begins.